It’s hard to find the words for the sweeping nature of the Bell verdicts.
Several black men celebrating an upcoming wedding with a batchelor party are followed from a strip club. In the middle of the night, they go to their car. Plain-clothed police then box in the car with an unmarked police van. Police suspect the men may be going to the car for a gun. One plain clothed officer raises his own gun towards the car. The car lurches towards the officer, glancing him.
Police fire fifty bullets into the car, while none are fired out of the car at police. The driver is killed, while others are seriously wounded. There’s doubt that the police identify themselves, certainly great doubt that the men in the vehicle actually know that the armed men confronting them are police. One of the police officers stops in the midst of emptying 31 shots into the vehicle to reload, then continues firing.
No gun is found in the vehicle. No crime, save the reported high blood alcohol level of the deceased, is found to be committed. The officers, who are allowed two alcoholic drinks as undercovers, are never tested for their blood alcohol.
No crime?
It's hard to find the words for the process that follows from these events, the police questioning scores of associates of the victims, frantically searching for a gun, any gun that might be the missing, neverfound gun, while families grieve their loss.
It's hard to find the words for the lack of a special prosecutor, for the days that follow the shooting without an initial interview of the officers, for the coverage of the victims as criminals, for the portrayal of protest against the shooting as agitation.
Yes, it's hard to find the words.
May Sean Bell not have died in vain, one more black man gunned down in the night in New York City. There must be change in the way communities of color are policed, covered by our media, respected by our government. Let there be investigation, protest, civil suits. May we peel back the onion on how far we need to come in this city.
May the silence of this verdict not be the last word on these events. May there be some justice for Sean Bell— and some hope for his daughters to grow up knowing that their father didn't die in vain.
But now, there is a great sadness that fills the moment. It’s hard not to feel that the life of a young black man warrants no recourse, has no weight in the courts of this city.
(see Memeorandum, Race Wire, Village Voice, Brilliant at Breakfast, for discussion)